Entre la description de deux destins d’étoiles massives, j’ouvre ce recueil de poème de Raymond Carver. Wow. Mais quelle claque. En plein dans la figure les séries de mots bruts et doux, la dépiction factuelle et elliptique à l’américaine, la solitude, la vie implacable et dure, la poétique du quotidien – ce besoin malgré soi d’une façon ou d’une autre d’esthétiser ce qui nous arrive et nous traverse, même et surtout si c’est banal et crasseux. La justesse d’un monde sans aucune illusion. Quelle découverte.
Mesopotamia
Waking before sunrise, in a house not my own,
I hear a radio playing in the kitchen.
Mist drifts outside the window while
a woman’s voice gives the news, and then the weather.
I hear that, and the sound of meat
as it connects with hot grease in the pan.
I listen some more, half asleep. It’s like,
but not like, when I was a child and lay in bed,
in the dark, listening to a woman crying,
and a man’s voice raised in anger, or despair,
the radio playing all the while. Instead,
what I hear this morning is the man of the house
saying “How many summers do I have left?
Answer me that.” There’s no answer from the woman
that I can hear. But what could she answer,
given such a question? In a minute,
I hear his voice speaking of someone who I think
must be long gone: “That man could say,
‘O, Mesopotamia!’
and move his audience to tears.”
I get out of bed at once and draw on my pants.
Enough light in the room that I can see
where I am, finally. I’m a grown man, after all,
and these people are my friends. Things
are not going well for them just now. Or else
they’re going better than ever
because they’re up early and talking
about such things of consequence
as death and Mesopotamia. In any case,
I feel myself being drawn to the kitchen.
So much that is mysterious and important
is happening out there this morning.
— Raymond Carver, Ultramarine, 1986